Transition(Conscience)
Today's blog shall be about the transition phase in my life, how 'I' as an individual evolved, an evolution/alteration in my methods of observing,acquiring,living and breathing. Prior to my current life, i was just like a normal teen..i mean i still am (giggles) but what brought that revelation, the moment which changed my perspective. I used to be outrageous and full of unexplained hatred, always smashing and shouting at others, with my frantic passion of doing stupid things and following the norm of 'YOLO'. Well, those were some wild times, and when i think about it,I just laugh. So, what brought that change in me, a change which developed my inner conscience and a path towards enlightenment. Well i'm gonna share my story, the moment which changed everything:
So, i was having a restless night one day, cursing the mosquitoes and my school for giving me so much homework, i was slapping around the air and mumbling to myself of what should i do, so i went to the washroom, i saw the mirror and spoke to myself, "What is my purpose", I looked out from the washroom window, and i saw the sky full of glitter and beautiful objects ,which i never cared to look,prior to this. So, i started to question about the whole existence of my physical and spiritual essence, and i asked my self, 'What is god'? So, here i was, standing and gazing for the answer and then something happened, something which replaced and reciprocated all of my beliefs.
I saw a, 'Falling star', accompanied by a cool breeze. A comet out of nowhere, which provided me with an answer to the question of my own existence. That,Very moment changed my whole view.
Yes, that was the turning pt, to grow, to develop and to live. I know it may sound, stupid and sort of 'made up', but that's the plot. The truth of my transition, After that period, i started reading about Awakening and Subconsciousness and Philosophy, That moment changed everything, I'm not saying that i'm the Utopian kind or the perfect one. I have flaws, i have bad days and goofy times, yet one has to smile and forgiving. To live with joy and freedom, ask yourself about your purpose.
BE FREE PRETTY PEOPLE.
FLY ON
:)
So, i was having a restless night one day, cursing the mosquitoes and my school for giving me so much homework, i was slapping around the air and mumbling to myself of what should i do, so i went to the washroom, i saw the mirror and spoke to myself, "What is my purpose", I looked out from the washroom window, and i saw the sky full of glitter and beautiful objects ,which i never cared to look,prior to this. So, i started to question about the whole existence of my physical and spiritual essence, and i asked my self, 'What is god'? So, here i was, standing and gazing for the answer and then something happened, something which replaced and reciprocated all of my beliefs.
I saw a, 'Falling star', accompanied by a cool breeze. A comet out of nowhere, which provided me with an answer to the question of my own existence. That,Very moment changed my whole view.
Yes, that was the turning pt, to grow, to develop and to live. I know it may sound, stupid and sort of 'made up', but that's the plot. The truth of my transition, After that period, i started reading about Awakening and Subconsciousness and Philosophy, That moment changed everything, I'm not saying that i'm the Utopian kind or the perfect one. I have flaws, i have bad days and goofy times, yet one has to smile and forgiving. To live with joy and freedom, ask yourself about your purpose.
BE FREE PRETTY PEOPLE.
FLY ON
:)
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