Shut Down

I need to pay the bills

To ride the hills

Why do men need to approach women first?

Why can't women suck my toe nails for once?

I'm sick of being a sucker, I want to chew now

If you require recognition then you shall receive

We can share ideas and words worth colors

Colors of tea,coffee,lettuce and eggplant

Provide my cartilage with new lines and contours

Give it a much required patch

It breaks like a Giraffe's long neck, Japanese believe in Kintsugi

Heart made of gold residue, something composed of waste

Hair follicles beg for some of that moisture

Moisture harvests bacteria worth 20,000$

Hospitals will kill you, inject you with a candy which takes away your eyebrows

It is not love that hurts

Rather.....

It's knowing the truth which makes my kidney ache

Miserable, truly no matter how hard you laugh and kick your guts

It's worse than suicide, Suicide is a systematic idea of unlocking treasure

Truth is just salt, Iodine and shit

Fuck infants who cry like men

Cry like babies you know

I might lose hair, but the donations will go for a good cause

This life is not alienated or morose 

The sections are ambiguous and vibrant, each one with its own key

Owls hoot and peck my bubbles 

It does not hurt, I've witnessed worse 

A surreal epiphany and a rational cunt solidified into a structure without flexible bones 

Warm tea and Beige shorts on a winter night, Mr Bukowski engaging with my brain 

Eyes won't shut and penis won't rise, Where's home?

- Kaze

(Hannah Höch)