My Special Friend

I came to believe that there are a few good folks out there

But me, naah, nopes, no way, no no, I don't deserve any, nor bad definitely not the good ones

I wish I could get consumed by post-shower drain water and guided into a gutter

Bald,flat,bruised,manipulative,mean,cunt,bitch,hypocrite,asshole,rat

Rats are still cute and considered to be pets

They should clone me and eat me instead of chickens

I'm no tasty, but I certainly don't have the strength to live anymore

Chickens deserve far better

I'm no special, no average, no bad, no gay, no human, no weirdo, no worthless, no void

I'm unborn I think and juvenile when it comes to playing with friends

Just let me drown this time

Thank you

Arigatto

I'm so happy and equally sad

Happy - Sad = Present