Taking a piss and drinking beer at the same time

Chika Chika Cheeka Pika Pika Chu Chi Chi Loo Loo Na Mee Soo Soo Soo Khee Khee Prrr Prrr Tee Moo Moo Shee Shee.

That's a prayer.
A prayer to self while being intoxicated in liquor.
Generally, I would say don't mind me but this time I would like you to pause and mind me, literally mind me.

Phase I ( 10:00 AM)
Salutation

You said hello, followed by a swift good bye wave. (Ouch)

I guess that's what happens in one's brain when we set off a premise for a certain event to occur even though you are aware that this occurrence is absolutely fictitious and would or would not happen, perhaps.

In the end you end up beating yourself, not like physically but blaming yourself for incompetence and also for being pathetic often. 

Phase II ( 3:00 PM)
The Look

Taking a walk near a local market where you merely walk past several faces with tentative expression which to you seems like a vast pool of algae with cheese and other delightful spices. 

While taking this walk your eyes eerily follow a certain footstep that feels familiar

and then you give 'the look'. 

The look is clandestine, it features your building anguish and sweat on your rough patches. 

That one look, a shallow glance was enough to affirm a deep conscious message about being human for that one moment, a pause.

Phase III (8:31 PM)
Back to Eating Rice

You thought your day would be explosive and profound and a mystery element will be unlocked whereby you will be granted the ability to fly.

But here you are sitting on a chair alone and eating chicken fried rice with Cola.

'What if' always digs deep but that always remain a 'what if' in the end, on the contrary you do realise a few other things like dogs can catch their tail if you observe long enough and mosquitoes are innocent because they don't want to hurt you on the contrary if one makes an analogy between your fried rice and mosquitoes appetite to suck blood, it makes perfect sense. 

Both of you are famished, the mosquito is minuscule to you and you are minuscule to the world. 

So on and So on. 

Here, listen to a lovely song to uplift your belly :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFrNsSnk8GM

I can't see a thing which is better than seeing, Gaurav Shrestha, 2:35 AM, 21st August 2018