Home

I have returned to a place called as home but I don't really know what is it that comprises a 'home' (Ahom) . I mean i can sleep inside a giant toad's mouth for 12 months and perhaps that could be my home as it would be very warm, protective and comfortable. The idea of being home or positioning yourself at a location called as home really seems to be loosing itself or maybe I am loosing at conceptualizing terms that like water are flowing incessantly and imagination is getting the better of me. Damn, I feel pathetic when i'm unable to be allies with imagination because we've been together for so long....It seems that imagination wants to take advantage of my naivety and modesty. I'm an irrational bubblegum chewed too many times that has lost it's flavor over time though I can choose to become what I want, theoretically at least. So now I'll pretend to be a carrot waiting for a prince Rabbit to come and chew me up slowly yet in a spectacular fashion. I don't know where I'm going with this but the message that I wish to covey would be that of gratitude and also to overcome your own doubts. Yeah, now this seems to be a bit more meaningful or maybe it's not. Well, have a good day and don't forget to drink plenty of water because hydration is important for imagination. 

It's not. I just make things up which are not made after the before. 

I know your response. What is this guys blabbering about. Trust me, I'm asking the same questions as you are. 

Lots of love and hugs. 

Gaurav Shrestha (Kaze)