Beginning

As I'm writing this down I am seriously trying to comprehend inside my own head as to what is it that I could write or should I really write something at all. The first thing that comes to my mind currently is photographs, I think it's due to my engagement with so many cool things which are around me. Currently, I have moved to Nepal and so far after it's been more than a week, to be accurate it has been 9 days and its been very nice till now. Most of the days I'm walking along the narrow routes and beautiful streets of Patan (Nepal) clicking pictures of temples, statues, shrines and crowds with my Sony ILCE- 5100. My camera has become very close to me especially after I managed to click more than 1500 pictures, I don't feel proud but my camera feels special, I guess it's because I'm using it a lot more than my mobile so I guess it feels important due to my incessant use of it, it likes the attention I give to it. I guess I would like some attention too and somebody or something to use me incessantly (Just kidding, actually I'm not). I believe that the journey has just begun, but I don't know if it's a journey or just another way for me to terminate time. I guess it's just me typing on my blog (very personal to me at least), a way to express emotions through words, not necessarily meaning full but rather full of meaning less ness. 

I've never been on a rollercoaster but I have watched videos of how a rollercoaster functions, the dynamics of it and the expression of the people who sit on it. It's very sporadic and it fucks people in a very unexpected fashion, the humans on it know that they are going to get fucked by this mean machine, not all of them though. I guess all of us know about the animosity around us, the dangers that surround us, we are careful to avoid it though not always and sometimes we get fucked by one thing or the other, sometime we enjoy it but we often end up blaming ourselves or someone else. So far I've managed to save myself from getting fucked, I hope that I get fucked though because I would also like to fuck things back. (Every action has an equal and opposite reaction) By fucking I mean engaging in a civilised conversation with logic and thoughtful insights. 

I don't know what's happening to me, but I'm enjoying my time here. Please find the attached picture of the place that I'm living at , it will give you a lot of piss, I believe perhaps not so much but maybe some peace. 

(Very Nice Place)

Thank you

Sincerely, 

Gaurav Shrestha (Kaze)