FLYING WHILE STORY TELLING

I would love to tell you a story about how stories can be articulate but then being a story teller on this platform kind of makes me uneasy not that I'm a story teller or something perhaps because I am not going to tell you a story or stories at this particular moment. I am more interested in telling you about the quivering highs and lows that we as a species go through on a regular basis even if there exists a preface to an individual's verbal expression like "My day was ordinary or it was quite boring". I mean I understand that each day according to our subjective-self feels underwhelming or not productive enough, I would ask to myself first, what is productive or 'being' productive? 

Cleaning my toilet and preparing a meal for myself and making a cup of coffee seems pretty much productive perhaps even more so but we all talk about the binary between the micro and the macro and nowadays it's more about intimacy than explicit categorisation. To put it in simple fashion without the academic profiling, life can never be productive and it will never feel like one if we maintain prerequisites that are fictitious. Not that fantasies are bad or anything but let us all take it easy, a step by step process with self-appreciation and applauds where we tell ourselves that we matter. If not to others then at least to ourselves and then when we start becoming cognizant of our own faults and also our strengths only then can we really understand the effect of how much it means to be alive in our own respective spaces, that is. Being alive at different junctures of time and expectations can be pretty hard but once we realise our weaknesses and assess them on our own accord without an exterior agent, I believe we sort of get a better grip at being responsible for our actions and the words that we speak with or without filter. 

Once we accept our faults then we kind of get better at cooperating with out heads about our own perks of where we can advance and utilize our respective skills. If you don't have flaws or weaknesses then you should start a cult and become a god in your own respective domain, you can have followers and becoming super influential but you will be criticised nonetheless. The moment I choose to write or speak something I am under surveillance by so many authorities, but to not speak is also a freedom of expression. It would be better to not speak at times and be more agile about what is being done and how can it be done better without actually impeding the actual process of life's natural course of doing and undoing, it's not god that takes lives it's 'we' who do it.

I am expressing very abstract themes over here and I understand that this is something quite boring but I am always questioning like every one else. We mortals die and frankly we all know that, but right now at least for me that death is far, I know life is unpredictable and all but death right now seems far and rightly is so or leftlee (Bruce Lee's cousin). I would prefer living for 25 years thinking about a ton of themes rather than living 2486 years without thinking or doing activities that make me satisfied. So, in conclusion which again is not a conclusion but a tentative remark on the brilliance that each and everyone of us hold, the brilliance of doing things and nothing as well. You are your own responsibilities and if things are not going right or left or in any direction then try not moving at all.

Have a good life for the time being and give yourself credits for being alive at this moment. 

(Self doubt actually gives me diarrhoea but it's better than not pooping for two days; Picture of Gaurav Shrestha in B/W, 17th July, 2018, 2:13 AM). 

Take Care 

Gaurav Shrestha